tell me what u actually think then!?!

i swear guys think just coz football is prodimantly a male sport they are the only people who know anythin about it.

bloody hell.....c'mon they are so into dissing their friendz team that they never actually tlk about the beauty of the game or just the GAME..i dunno like goals scored, places in the league, promising fixtures, ....it's all just man u suck...rafa's lost it....arsenal are going down....wats happened to chelsea of summat like that...it's like most convo's with them end in summat nt actually about the game but about the team they hate the most.

and they are alwayz so negative...we beat fuckin real madrid so wat does rocky say...''we needed more goals cuz then we would hav had a better chance''. be happy with a win....it's better than nothing and we still gt that away goal!!!!!!!!!!

c'mon guys...if u like footballl for the game nt the media then post a comment a tell me why?

i'll tell u why i like it -
it keeps u fit
being a liverpool fan feels like i hav this massive extended family, summat that u can cheer about and be a part of with complete strangers, and it doesn't matter
u can see some rly gd entertaining games which are alwayz summat that is gd to watch
it's the only way i still tlk to mi dad, (but thats nt cuz its like anythin personal he is just working alot so he only really sits down to watch matches.)

so why do u like the game?(if u do)

x.

real madrid vs. liverpool

WHO SAID WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING! rite. tonite has proved u absolutely wrong robbie...we just fuckin' beat real madrid...i am so proud rite now and bursting with joy(i hope i don't explode)...so i kno that the job isn't actually complete yet but we hav deffo made it easier for ourselves.

so the game..

real madrid line up; don't give a shiit.

liverpool line up; reina, aurellio, carra, skrtel, arbeloa, reaira, maschcarano, alonso, kuyt, bennayoun, torres.

kick off.

although liverpool started off on the back foot they coped well under the preassure. for the first 15 minutes real madrid had a lot of the ball but really had no chances due to good defending from the liverpool back 4 and some solid goalkepping. the game was always pretty open, we were able to make a few counters but never really threatening the goal keeper....until alonso, with an excellent pass to torres who is onside manages to get away from 2 defenders and get a shot away. it was a good chance but he did all he could. good save from the goal keeper.

as the half went on liverpool became more involved but we were still only seeing little snippets of what they could do. real madrid had a string of free kicks partly due to some dodgy tackles by us but also i think the reff had selective blindness! anwayz real madrid had corners free kicks and all sorts but still failed to threaten pepe reina in goal.

45 minutes - alonso spots the madrid goal keeper off his line, takes a shot(can u blame him), and forces the goal keeper to make a decent save, pretty good considering it was from 50 yards out.
don't ask me what happened to the corner we were SUPPOSED to get! in fact u tell me?

so half time, pretty pleased with the perfomance we weren't gettin hammered but i knew we had more in us whether we were going to show it was out of mi hands.

in the second half it was more of the same, except liverpool were far more involved in the game, neither goal keepers really having to make any difficult saves. babel comin on for torres? i guess if torres wasn't fit to last the game then the change had to happen.

82 minutes - liverpool get a free kick for the push on kuyt, beautiful cross from aurellio onto the head of BENAYOUN!!! GOAL!!! what a time and what a goal!

gerrard gets to stretch his legs, on for reira,

FINAL SCORE: real madrid 0 - liverpool 1.

overall great performance u did the job lads, well done.

only two worries; anyone know about torres' injury? reira that was a bad challenage but will he be okay?

x.

'you'll never walk alone'

:( anemia...

okay...so 5 reasons to be heathly and make sure you do NOT become anemic.

1) u get tired easily which basically cancelles out any decent social life (if u hav suckish parents)

2) u hav to take tablets which smell like dead fish 3 times a day

3)sport all of a sudden becomes a lot harder, because your body finds it harder to get oxygen to ur muscles, because of lack of red blood cells

4)u hav to have LOTS of blood tests as it is the only way to check ur iron levels

5) it SUCKS!!! ((is that a reason))???

so basically if u are readin this i probably care about u so please just look after ur self and be healthy! and if i don't kno u then do the same becasue i still care about....possibly:S

x.

5 friends crap.

most people reading this would hav been in the asembly 2day...it actually confused the hell out of me.

if on average one person has five close friends then does that mean that evry one else is not close to them, are they still their friends, can u hav more than five close friends?

so after the assembly every1 was tryin to narrow their friends down to the five closest to them, most people could, others could get it to about 6. i rly can't. i mean i could probably pick three, but then it gets harder cause i like to think im close to all mi friends, if not would they really be a friend? u can't call some1 u talk to mayb once twice a week to ask if u can borrow a pen a friend. can u?

and wat about best friends, i mean i could pick a best friend and most people would think they kno hu mi best friend is but the truth is ....i don't kno. there are three people in mi life hu could easily classify as a best friend but i can't chose between them because they are all special to me. is it better to have one best friend or lots of close friends?

so basically i think it's wrong to have to number ur friends as to hu u are closest to, becasue surely u love all ur friends, okay u mite kno one better than the other so u think that u love them more but truth be told i don't think mi life would be the same without any one of mi friends, best friends or just friends.

honestly i already kno this because i hav gone through it but don't number ur mates. just tell them that u love them and u are alwayz there for them. becasue that is all that really matters.

:)

x.

liverpool vs. man city

bloody hell. at this rate we don't even deserve to win the league. when our top players are out these guys just can't step up to it, lucas, dossena, aureliio. we need to do some investing and then next year we may actually hav a realistic chance.

these games are typical. games that a champion team should be able to win. obviously we're not there yet. if you look at our record this season it isn't actually too bad, only lost one game in the league, won 15. it's the draws that hav cost us. if you ask me, if you want to win the legue you can only afford max. 6 draws and 2 losses. this result makes it 10 draws. 6 of which hav been at home. what makes it worse is the teams that we hav gt these draws against are bottom table teams who are mostly in the relegation battle.

this game has proved;
when gerrard isn't playing alonso has to play otherwise we lack any sort of creativity,
we need a naturally right sided player who can keep the width and has pace and a decent cross,
rafa needs to hav a bit more faith in players like riera, agger, and babel
rafa needs to hav a little, actually a lot less faith in players like lucas and dossena.
zonal marking gets you no where.
liverpool need to start taking chances and finishing off teams when we hav the chance.

so overall, a very dissappointing result for us. although it could hav been worse we were definately lucky, but mind you so were they.

man untided.
man u v. blackburn - maybe we didn't deserve a point 2day but u can't actually say man u deserved their 3 points yesterday. blackburn should hav had a penalty, if that wasn't a pen then i don't know wat is. ronaldo shouldn't hav even been on the pitch to take the free kick which lead to the goal, he should hav been booked for that blatent intended illegal challenge and then for diving. any other player would hav been, infact i think a blackburn player was, but no, not ronaldo.
i am actually starting to see the truth in as the papers like to call it 'the rafa rant'. i man u want to win the league with obvious biastness and by intimdation let them. when we win it, it will be because we hav been the best team all season.

also you know how each of the top four hav something special tehy bring to the game;
liverpool - pride and the 13th man
arsenal - i hav to admit some sensational football
chelsea - money
wat do man u bring, the most ugliest players in all of footbal history. i am nt joking wen i say they hav one heck of an ugly team, even ronaldo's perfectness in apperance can't cancel out neville's nose, rooney's fat face, berbatov's hair and eyes and tevev's, well he's just plain ugly.

anywayz enough on mi rant about man u but all football fans u can't deny that it is true.

also well done to bolton for your win it was a good game and the defence fought hard.

i laugh at middlesborough, 1 goal in 14 games is shameful.

okay so lets hope we do MUCH better against real madrid, keep ur chins up lads it's not the end of the season yet, show us wat we know u are capable of.

and im still expecting the double ova man u.

wait one last comment,

you'll never walk alone

x.

more photos

.x. jay sean .x.
.x. h-dhami.x.

(yes i was that ****in close to him)!!!

.x. monty.x.

(absolute joker and amazin rapper)

.x.these were just fit dj's.x.

.x.farah khan, sharuk khan and lara dutta.x.

(absolute legends in bollywood)

i cba to put any more up. and i don't know how to put video's up,

kiran....i kinda accidently deleted that rly gd photo of us...send it to me?!!!

x.

Zee Carnival photos

.x. Shahruk khan.x.
.x. anushka and mutz.x.

.x. bhangra dancers.x.

.x. rob and mina.x.

.x. me and amzii.x.

more in the next blog....

x.

boredem.

hav you ever felt sooo bored u can't actually be bothered to do anything. i kno i hav soo much homework to do, most of it is art, which i hav to go outside for and really can't be bothered.

the main reason for this total boredem is the fact that i hav had a pretty amazing week;
zee carnival,
town wiv mates,
oasis,
shoppin,
staying up late watchin stupidly awful fims wiv mi cousins,
park,

so it is safe to say this week has been quite good.
so the reason for this total boredem is mi parents, they think i hav bn going out too much so i am now confined to mi house for the last three days of half-term, which means,

no going to town for hutty's thing,
no weekly saturday 'outing' (sorry guys)
and no going out to watch the football match on sunday, i guess i'll hav to watch it at home.

yer so bascically im rly bored.

but i do hav some things to say;

LETAX HUNT

H-DHAMI

POW WOW

PHOTO! LOL!

THE VOLCANO ROSIE! ily

sorry that was really random but just a few things i was thinking about in mi time if such boredness.

x.

Shopping.

sometimes shopping can be great others it can feel like a chore.
nt 2day though...

it was really good fun.
especially wen ur shopping wiv 2 of ur best mates without some twat hanging along!

no seriously guys it was gd.

things we discovered 2day;

ellen can't wear pink as it just doesn't go wiv her hair, mind you it looks gd wiv her skin tone. unfortunately hair sort of cancells out skin.

hanna can wear red and yellow without looking like an idiot

i can pretty much wear any colour cuz of mi skin

mi legs are freakishly pale for an indian

we can all pull of litax!


...i would also like to take this oppotunity to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKES!

x.

venting anger

sorry about that last blog i sounded like a completely miserable person who can't hav any fun.
i did enjoy most of mi day but i was in a bad mood wen i wrote the last blog,

this is why,

u think u kno sum1 rly well,
u hav loadz if jkez wiv them,
it's suprising how blind u can be sometimes,
cuz this person who u think u kno turns out to be everything u didn't kno and starts being such a .... well .... slut, slag, whore, all in one (even though thery're pretty much all the same thing)!

im sorry but don't expect us to just stand there and take it wen u clearly wouldn't! and...wel okay he is a bit of a retard but even he's nt stupid enough to chose u over his best friend! u need to wake up and check out reality!

alrite im done. i also feel suprisingly better. nt rly mad anymore. so i hope u all had a gd day and hav a gd 2moz, i kno i will cuz im going shoppin wiv sum of mi bestest matesz.

x.

Today. 17/02/09

today was alrite.
i'll start from the beginning.

woke up. pretty late.
mum had ago at me (usual),
continued clearin out mi room,
got rly bored
started talkin to other people (luke ur so FIT so SHUT UP!)
brother had a friend around, 5 year olds running around the house giving you an ear ache, so that didn't put me in a good.
did some art. man it's rly hard.

gt dressed to go to oasis,
mum drove me there, very silent journey.
did wateva u do at oasis for a few hours.

after that,
went to the hospital,
went home wiv rav,
hung out wiv cousins, (jkez)....(bolton)
yer hangin out wiv them alwayz brightens up mi day! lyl!

came home.
and now im writin this blog.!
yay!

x.

Blood test results. :(

blood tests seriously hurt. i hate needles and they deffo scare me to death. anywayz i just got the results of the one i had last week.


...it doesn't look good. :(


so in these imensly bad times i alwayz need something to cheer me up.
this song certainly did. :)

Oh you just got stay happy
So put away that frown
So Just remeber to smile, smile, smile
And turn the world around
So just remember to
smile, smile smile.
smile, smile, smile
smile, smile, smile c'mon
Show us your teeth
And what you've got underneath
Cos everyones got troubles
Thats the way the story goes
You dont need to use hubble baby
To see whats underneath your nose
Oh cos if your feeling happy
Thats the place to let it show
So just remeber to,
smile, smile, smile
So everybody knows.
And it will make things so much better
When your feeling alone
just remeber to,
smile, smile, smile
Smile, smile, smile
Smile, smile, smile
Come on and show us your teeth

okay so i kno its kinda cheesey but it's totally rite. wen your feeling down just smile becasue you have, (well i know i have) so many things to smile about.

x.

Zee Carnival! :D

Wow! mi first zee carnival and it is not something i will want to forget in a hurry! it was AMAZING!

twas a very long day... got on the train after workin at 10:30am. train journey was jkez...took pictures, listened to the radio, got into a bit of a bust up wiv this lady!

wen we gt to london i actually couldn't wait to get into the arena! we were literally jumpin up and down. while goin through the maze queue thing i had a bit of a moment. i kinda just stopped, the sercurity guard was like 'are you alrite' then robbie pushed me and i woke up! very odd! :S

at the ticket both the lady (who we all thought was a man so dw bbz) didn't beep mi ticket so i had to go back. that was annoyin cuz i just wanted to get in.

once actually in the arena we did a bit of shoppin, got FREE shahruk khan mugs! altogther between the 7 of us we got 16 free mugs! jkez.

gt some h-dhmi merchandise aswell. he soooo cute!

okay then we went to the main stage where evry1 was performin. we rite behind thes group of boys with ridculously spiky hair! they literally pushed their way to the front so we just stayed wiv them and before we knew it we were basically three rows from the front! twats but proved useful. they did kinda get annoyin but then we just got them to take pics for us! kinda kind of them!

there were sooo many performers who were amazin so i'll just talk bwt mi favs!

kid skilly - i swear no one knew who he was at first but then he came on and then absolutely rocked it! he's also worked with akon and started singing akon songs in hindi! so kl! he was wikid i gt so many video's of him!

dj h and rags! - one of the acts i was most lookin foward to! they were FANTASTIC! wen they sung char punj....literally blew the roof off. luv them to bits proper sik!

sharuk khan - omg! still tryin to believe that i was less than 5 metres away from him! u actually don't know how much we screamed for him. the guys were actually like ' i do want mi ears by the end of this' ! lol! it was them hu got us that close so they should hav bn prepared! sharuk khan literally said he would be all of our valentines! :)

H-DHAMI - OMG! sooo FIT! u were actually amazing mate. fanastical! loved his songs and him. can u believe that i nearly caught his t-shirt.... it would hav been mine if the girls behind me weren't like vultures! :@!!!

Jay sean! - he was unbelievable! really got the crowd pumping! loved his songs and every1 in the crowd was sining along! he was really good!

also .... tasha, anushka, angel dancers... u were vry. gd aswell!

funny times in that day...

the security guard got me an i love h-dhami poster! yay!
lol at the irish people on the train!
are you here to see shahruk?! HAHA!

dolphin and mutz... sooooo funny! i got mutz's autograph and a hug and a picture! :D

overall it was an amazingly, fantastical, perfectly wonderful day!
...rob, mina, aman, kiran, terry....luv u all!

ZEE CARNIVAL ROCKS!

x.

House hockey and swimming!

OMG!!! i am soooo annoyed about these two aspects of school rite now. c'mon i've had a shitty week and then the two things i was lookin foward to hav to get cancelled.

u would probs be like y were u lookin foward to these;

hockey - well i love playin hockey. and this year we may have had a good chance. plus hockey is just jkez, especially wen im playin wiv mi bestest mate eva! ily!

swimmin - the reason im annoyed bwt this is not the same as beki's reason would be! :P. i was well lookin foward to it. it had promise to be a very very funny evening...! plus swimmin is also alwayzz jkez wiv mi other bestest mate eva!

....since im on the subject of swimming, to one particular person... ur heart rate is too damm high! i kno ur all like sick at swimmin but i swear it's dangerous!

anywayz hopefully they will be re-organised!

x.

how much i really need you.

rite. i was just lookin through a load of old stuff which made me realise how dependant i am on mi friends. each of you give me something different which keeps me real.

beki .d. - luv you for alwayz being there, we have jkez and serious times.

becca .s. - if it weren't for u putting up wiv mi depression i would probably not be here. luv you lots!

ellen - well ellen. ur just kinda odd. but alwayz there for me and hu would hug me and tell me it will be alrite?

dougie - actually love you. alwayz make me laugh!

emz - climbing trees. rippin our skirts, good times. u alwayz find a way to cheer me up!

suzi - twilight buddy! u deffo keep me sane in lessons!

hanna - hu would love me so much without you?

alex - okay i kno we don't really tlk much anymore. but i still love you. and i kno u r still alwayz there for me.

rosie - ur so funny bbz. alwayz brighten up mi day and make art the funniest thing eva!

max - who would i play footie wiv on mondays if you weren't there?

ellie - last but deffo not least. i luv you sooo much. sooo many jkez at guides. u hav alwayzz bn there for me nd im alwayz there for u!

also... emliy, hutty, sam, maha, greg, john

if i didn't say u sorry . im just kinda tired now!

i luv all mi friends!

x.

Confused

do u ever feel like u hav no idea wat to feel? yup, thats exactly how how feel! for sevral reasons:

firstly; i kno i should be all depressed about a lot of things in mi suckish life but i don't particularly want to be. if i feel depressed sum1 will just come along and make me laugh (that is a good thing by the way). but i just feel guilty about being happy sumtimes! :S

secondly; people keep talkin about things.. makin it a big deal....then they say to me 'oh. u kno wat we're tlkin about...remember that thing'! wat the hell is up wiv that?! im quite a simple person so things like that discombobulate mi simple mind!

thirdly; (u kno hu this appplies to if it is u) wat the fuck is up?! stop actin like a skitso!

fourthly; breaking dawn....so confusin??? great book but i hate the guts out of jacob and i am so confused as to why bella doesn't? there is no question that any girl in their right mind woulld chose edward...but y does she still let jacob hang around? well lets just hope it all goes well at the end of the book!

fifthly; (again u kno if this applies to u) i do like u.. alot. but sumtimes u just annoy the hell out of me. :S im so sorry but i don't hav a clue how to feel!i seriously i hope evrything can be worked out cuz u r actually jkez!

sixthly; school!...i used to think that could easily get the grades i want but it's proving hard. very hard. im tryin to work as hard as i can but it's difficult...especially wen ur class is made up of a bunch of twats!

anywayz that is mi rant/confession over. i guess i just hav no idea how to feel rite now. if u see me hovering like im not there then it's probs because i just hav no clue wat to do!...

x.

Kal ho na ho

Okay. im gunna try to use mi time wisely, which will probably be a first.

i actually can't believe how quickly my life seems to be going rite now. if i was in the highway i would deffo get a speeding ticket...no seriously, can you actually remember much about the first day you had in yr 10 or even at this skl. it just seems kinda strange.
...actually being perfectly honest i am absolutley terrified! i mean 2day we got the dates of our first GCSE modules! 12th of june. now that is a date i can deffo wait for! :S

with this constant speeding of our lives i feel like there is little time left to do wat you want. but everyday just seems so normal. like a routine.

anywayz the moral (actually i don't rly know what a moral is) the message of this blog is, to quote t.i. 'live your life'.

im serious every1. take every oppotunity you get...kal ho naa ho (tommorrow may never come)

x.

illness, friends, today...

okay..i could deffo get used to this. just letting ur thoughts spill out onto paper (well actually a computer screen)

today kinda sucked. i really hate being ill. the one time we do something fun in p.e. and i miss it! bloody hell that annoyed me!

the day kinda got better but seriously if ur not ill don't try it...it's not fun! :(

although i do hav to admit i hav gr8 friends who make me laugh wen im down! ily to u all! :D

...rite, sorry to suddenly change topic but how stupid do teachers think we are...like we kno how to tie things onto a rucksack!

anywayz back to friends...i mean they are probs the reason i made it through the day.

sorry i shouldn't be all depressed and slushy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUTTY!!!

x.

especially for beki

im so soz!!!!

two things i 4got so im gunna draw extra special attention to them!...

...never bac down! gr8 film! cool cars, wiked stunts and ....fit guys!

...prom nite...well wat do i say bwt that???! kinda creepy (suzi u kno wat i mean). nd beki u were just as scared! at least we had the guts to watch the bloomin film! jokin ily. x.

overall that was a gr8 nite. kinda odd...lots of memories...deffo won't forget it!

x.

help.

okay...so i've bn sittin arnd messin wiv this blog thing. i think i could get used to it. i am watchin the replay of the liverpool, portsmouth match and it is makin me start to realise unlike the players on the pitch u need to take every oppotunity u get. so i was thinking...lifegaurding course? help plz!
x.

First Post!

wow. rite lots of people (special mention to ellen) hav bn nagging me to get this blog thing . so hey presto...here we go. im nt rly sure wat to say rite now.

...i think i should mention the snow... im kinda scared to say, but it kinda gets borin after a while!
i mean the novelty of throwing snow balls and making snowmen (or snow tigers) does wear off!

also...to all those eveil people out there who put stones in snowballs ( u know who u r) DON'T. it bloody hurts!
anywayz