Ok, so i thought, friday nite would probably turn out to be quite shiity, with most people going to medge's wat was i gunna do? well i had a doctors appointment for one, which was really not a good way to brighten myself up, i am trying honestly, i eat what im supposed to but i can't help it if my body doesn't want to respond, i've already given up swimming, im not giving up sport altogether because i feel FINE, ...sometimes.
anywayz, after that i kinda just wanted to go home and sulk. ... but then that wouldn't be good, so i saw neil, i phoned maha, some peeps came rnd and it turned out to be an ok evening.
woke up on saturday and felt horrible, im not sure if that was because i have a cold or a combination of other things but i spent most of the day in bed, i was way too ill to go to brendons party, sorry tiish!!
i think the only good things that happened on saturday was the fact that liverpool won!! and i got a vry. funny txt!
india lost to pakistan,, devastated!! we played shit tho so wat do u expect, i can't believe tendulkar got out for 8!!! hhmmpf!
so now i really don't know how to feel, pissed off at mi doctors, happy about liverpool, excited im getting some new furniture for mi from, depressed cuz i have to do all mi work today, sad that i didn't get to go to the party yesterday, (i would be sad about medge's but i rly didn't want to go), or should i be in a really good mood because evrything is not alrite!
i think i'll go for the good mood because being depressed is actually soo much effort!!!
:D :D :D
xxx
Me/Me/Me&Me
Sunday, 27 September 2009
Friday, 25 September 2009
Sunday, 20 September 2009
weekend
on friday i thought this weekend was planning out to be soo shiit. i had nuffin really planned and no work to do,
ricky has gone to uni,
aman had vistors
tisha had c/w
it seemed like everyone was busy,
however it turned out to be pretty good. it was an example of it doesn't matter where you are or what you're doin its who you're with.
i gt to watch the match wiv two of mi favourite guys,
and i got to see ami, karen, sweetie and brendon who i haven't seen in an age!!!
so it was actually alrite,
and i realised that as long as im with people i love it will always be fun!! and i also realised that changing school for 6 th form doesn't matter, making and losing friends doesn't seem like a big deal anymore because i've got people who no matter whether im at uni, school, or in india will always love me!
xxx
ricky has gone to uni,
aman had vistors
tisha had c/w
it seemed like everyone was busy,
however it turned out to be pretty good. it was an example of it doesn't matter where you are or what you're doin its who you're with.
i gt to watch the match wiv two of mi favourite guys,
and i got to see ami, karen, sweetie and brendon who i haven't seen in an age!!!
so it was actually alrite,
and i realised that as long as im with people i love it will always be fun!! and i also realised that changing school for 6 th form doesn't matter, making and losing friends doesn't seem like a big deal anymore because i've got people who no matter whether im at uni, school, or in india will always love me!
xxx
so first thing well done to liverpool again!! keep it up lads.
referees now days are wack. and it pisses me off , there is absolutely no consistancy ever!! rite so the west ham penalty was pretty soft, then the man with the unconditioned hair touched it twice, i'd like to say that that is cheating! then today man u get 6 minutes e.t. instead of 4, the whistle should hav gone after the ball was cleared for the free kick on about 4min 40secs. that was really poor refereeing. then a penatly that was more of one than the west ham one was not given to spurs, nd the ref didn't give a penatly then he should hav booked keane for diving. plus the ban for edaurdo was lifted and adebeyor should have been sent off against arsenal, it shouldn't have had to be looked at.
anywayz, this is not just a random rant of refereeing but kind of has a point, its one example of how poor decisions at the top can have big consequences for those further down the line, it doesn't directly affect them so it doesn't matter if they get it wrong,
well IT DOES, it matters hugely.
referees now days are wack. and it pisses me off , there is absolutely no consistancy ever!! rite so the west ham penalty was pretty soft, then the man with the unconditioned hair touched it twice, i'd like to say that that is cheating! then today man u get 6 minutes e.t. instead of 4, the whistle should hav gone after the ball was cleared for the free kick on about 4min 40secs. that was really poor refereeing. then a penatly that was more of one than the west ham one was not given to spurs, nd the ref didn't give a penatly then he should hav booked keane for diving. plus the ban for edaurdo was lifted and adebeyor should have been sent off against arsenal, it shouldn't have had to be looked at.
anywayz, this is not just a random rant of refereeing but kind of has a point, its one example of how poor decisions at the top can have big consequences for those further down the line, it doesn't directly affect them so it doesn't matter if they get it wrong,
well IT DOES, it matters hugely.
Monday, 14 September 2009
Okay, so woke up late this morning, and only had 25 minutes to get ready, that put me in foul mood cuz i wld hav to go the whole day lookin like a tramp.
then i had to walk upto skl with 50 million bags (ok so more like 4 but it felt like so much more)
then we had that stupid oasis test which can i just say is the most pointless thing in the history of pointless!!! then that aptitude thing asking me in a bout 50 different ways if i wanted to be a farmer!! if i wanted to be a farmer i would just go back to india and work on our land!!!
then i used up all mi text messages and now can't txt till saturday!!!
then the stupid dinner lady gave me a beef pie and i can't eat beef and grrr she's an idiot.
and then french and maths!!! are you kidding me!!1 wat kind of lesson combination is that!!!
and then mi day was alrite from then...
xxx
then i had to walk upto skl with 50 million bags (ok so more like 4 but it felt like so much more)
then we had that stupid oasis test which can i just say is the most pointless thing in the history of pointless!!! then that aptitude thing asking me in a bout 50 different ways if i wanted to be a farmer!! if i wanted to be a farmer i would just go back to india and work on our land!!!
then i used up all mi text messages and now can't txt till saturday!!!
then the stupid dinner lady gave me a beef pie and i can't eat beef and grrr she's an idiot.
and then french and maths!!! are you kidding me!!1 wat kind of lesson combination is that!!!
and then mi day was alrite from then...
xxx
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Friday, 11 September 2009
Monday, 7 September 2009
Saturday, 5 September 2009
Okay, im now fed up.
for me trust is the most important thing in any worthwhile friendship.
i don't understand how you can say you are someone's friend if you don't trust them
im not talking about the trust as in telling someone your deepest darkest secret because maybe you don't want to talk about it even with your closet friends, maybe talking about it when your upset makes it worse, aniwayz, im talking about trust as in trusting someone to care about you, to have your back and to offer a shoulder to cry on when you need it. thats what a friend is and some people just seem to not understand this.
aniwayz mi point don't waste your time on people who don't have your back and who aren't goin to be there for you wen you need them,
trust me, its not worth it and it just puts you down wen you really don't need it!
i won't ever get caught in something like that again.
for me trust is the most important thing in any worthwhile friendship.
i don't understand how you can say you are someone's friend if you don't trust them
im not talking about the trust as in telling someone your deepest darkest secret because maybe you don't want to talk about it even with your closet friends, maybe talking about it when your upset makes it worse, aniwayz, im talking about trust as in trusting someone to care about you, to have your back and to offer a shoulder to cry on when you need it. thats what a friend is and some people just seem to not understand this.
aniwayz mi point don't waste your time on people who don't have your back and who aren't goin to be there for you wen you need them,
trust me, its not worth it and it just puts you down wen you really don't need it!
i won't ever get caught in something like that again.
Friday, 4 September 2009
Thursday, 3 September 2009
School.
well today was the first day of year 11. now to be truthfull i wish i could skip this year and go straight to 6th form, it has the potential to be either the best year ever or the worst. im hoping for the first one.
going back to school today it felt like the holidays had never happend. you just fall straight back into the rountine you left behind at the end of last year.
im slowly making new friends, with people i would probably not outside of school, it's depressing i bet i will make some good friendships this year and then have to leave it all behind for 6th form.
aniwayz i cba to write down all mi feelings about the first day of school, tbh theres nt really that many!
xxx
going back to school today it felt like the holidays had never happend. you just fall straight back into the rountine you left behind at the end of last year.
im slowly making new friends, with people i would probably not outside of school, it's depressing i bet i will make some good friendships this year and then have to leave it all behind for 6th form.
aniwayz i cba to write down all mi feelings about the first day of school, tbh theres nt really that many!
xxx
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