Confused

do u ever feel like u hav no idea wat to feel? yup, thats exactly how how feel! for sevral reasons:

firstly; i kno i should be all depressed about a lot of things in mi suckish life but i don't particularly want to be. if i feel depressed sum1 will just come along and make me laugh (that is a good thing by the way). but i just feel guilty about being happy sumtimes! :S

secondly; people keep talkin about things.. makin it a big deal....then they say to me 'oh. u kno wat we're tlkin about...remember that thing'! wat the hell is up wiv that?! im quite a simple person so things like that discombobulate mi simple mind!

thirdly; (u kno hu this appplies to if it is u) wat the fuck is up?! stop actin like a skitso!

fourthly; breaking dawn....so confusin??? great book but i hate the guts out of jacob and i am so confused as to why bella doesn't? there is no question that any girl in their right mind woulld chose edward...but y does she still let jacob hang around? well lets just hope it all goes well at the end of the book!

fifthly; (again u kno if this applies to u) i do like u.. alot. but sumtimes u just annoy the hell out of me. :S im so sorry but i don't hav a clue how to feel!i seriously i hope evrything can be worked out cuz u r actually jkez!

sixthly; school!...i used to think that could easily get the grades i want but it's proving hard. very hard. im tryin to work as hard as i can but it's difficult...especially wen ur class is made up of a bunch of twats!

anywayz that is mi rant/confession over. i guess i just hav no idea how to feel rite now. if u see me hovering like im not there then it's probs because i just hav no clue wat to do!...

x.