i kinda want to a blog like ellen and ed but i rly cba, plus i don't rly know why im friends with a lot of people but i guess they make me laugh,

i can see why some people would think im quiet but rly if u think that u probably don't actually know me that well, or i don't feel as comfortable being louder around yu, not nessecarily a bad thing but ...

i love all mi friends!

xxxx

if im quite, pissed off, not acting myself its cuz these are hard times, please don't take it personally cuz i love u all!!!

basically i just feel second best in evrything, friends, family, hutty is in all mi classes ok!

i kno everyone is feeling pressure about exams and life etc.. i guess its just really getting to me and i don't kno why or what to do.

plus one action of someones did actually hurt mi feelings, am i not good enough? or is it because im also friends wiv other people! cuz i would've chosen u most likely.

oh well i'll get over it

life is cold :( (literally)

im;
tired yet energetic
miserable yet jolly
fed up yet optimistic
ill yet well
happy yet sad
anxious yet collected
angry yet calm


what am i


a PARVEEN!!

everything is good...

...

had an imense time at new moon!
my best frined is now my best friend again!
paul actaully said something nice to me at the gurdwara!
my nan has made me my favourite indian desert!
nearly finished an impossible english essay!
plans to see 2012 are in check!
my aunt aunt and uncle are going away next weekend so we have their house to ourselves!
my knee is almost 100%

life is generally really good atm.. so i hope nxt week at school also is!

xxxx

i don't know how to explain how i feel at the moment but a good word would be overwhelmed.
the amount of school crap, family crap and wootton upper crap at this current moment in time is just so overwhelming i don't know how to feel about it, i don't know how to act,

oh... and if i seem mildley pissed off with you ITS CUZ UR A CRAP FRIEND!

I'VE CHANGED MY MIND, not overwhelmed, PISSED OFF!

Lately i haven't been writing much, well people say that i blog loads, but how many of mi blogs actually say much? not many, and the ones that do are mostly written out of bursts of sudden emotion so i probably don't mean much of it, so rly don't judge me by ani of my 'emotional' blogs because i probably don't mean any of it!

WHY OH WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME GOD!!!

ONE KNEE AFTER THE OTHER, STARTING TO GET STUPID!!!

plus getting a cold, not lookin foward to times ahead, i just hope im better for nxt weekend!

xxxx

Twitter..

EVERYONE AND ANYONE SHOULD GET TWITTER, C'EST TRES JOKES!

if you do follow me please... parvO8O2!!! (then i will in turn follow you) im trying to get more followers than someone, so i need mi friends that aren't his friends.. if that makes sense :S

xxxx

HAPPY TIMES

hehhheee! im in a really good mood. not only because:
1)i have finished all mi work except half a history essay
2)liverpool beat man u on sunday
3)i had a brilliant two days hanging out with mi family in birhmingham
4)mi parents brought me a present from portugal
5)mi blood levels are NORMAL for a change (i will take it while it lasts)
6)i found another film that Jensen Ackles is in and so i so have to watch (wink wink beki and suzi)
7)im goin to have possibly the best halloween yet!!! so really couldn't care less about not goin to the party!

and finally, im just happy! in a really good mood, i want it to last till sunday beause i have so many people to hang out with before school starts again!
(if you are one of those people, expect a text and free your calendar!!!! :P)

xxxx

LIVERPOOL vs Man U.

okay, so im not goin to lie, going into the game i really did not feel confident, losing 4 games on the trot is quite depressing, the worst thing is that we didn't actually deserve to lose 3 out of the 4, however i have already been given adams strong(and i mean strong) views on this matter, and now pretty fed up.
so anyway, man u. well we all know that they are a bunch of wankers but at least we managed to prove it now (AGAIN).

it was a brilliant game, i have to be fair the first half was pretty even possesion wise, we probably edged it in terms of any decent chances.

second half we destroyed them, not in the sense that its was all us and we just kept on creating chances because they probably had more possesion but in the sense that we were in complete control and they couldn't break us down. torres' goal was really goood, but bennayouns pass had to be spot on and he nailed it!

as a team the lads really pulled their socks out and went for it, they put in 200% effort and it payed off. i congradulate every single one of them because they were all brilliant and thoroughly deserved the win.

you'll never walk alone

xxx

.



OFF TO BIRHMINGHAM! :D


xxx

Docots appointment cheered me up and brought me down.
those who need to know have been informed!

xxx

wow.

reallyy jumpy atm.
kind of happy.
its funny how one person makes your day better.
i honestly thought they were mad at me for unknown reasons!
but now im happy! :D

but im also reallyy nervous aswell.
probably because iv'e got mi result appointment for blood test. :S
those who need to know i will call or txt bwt 7pm to tlk. ( i may need comforting)

i worked out that the content of mi sent folder in mi phone is very limited in the amount of people. oh well... but they're probably the people i love most and hav the most fun with in general.


atm i LOVE everybody! <3
(well a couple of exceptions)
xxxx

LIFe?

REASONS WHY MI LIFE SUCKS RITE NOW!

1) liverpool have lost four games in a row.
2) i've spent all day doing maths homework and still haven't finished
3) i have ANOTHER doctors appointment tomorrow
4) one of mi best friends lives in scottland and which is really inconvienient when you need advice and have no more minutes
5)mi status as problem child in the family (including mi cousins) has been increased recently as the doctor found another problem.

REASONS WHY MI LIFE IS BRILLIANT RITE NOW!

1) i have AMAZING friends
2) we've made our plans for the zee carnival, which will be REALLY good!
3) i officially went a whole nitee without being picked on. (i think they were ill or summat) but it was great!
4) SAW day!
5)im goin to birmingham in four days to hang out with mi family there! can't wait cuz its alwayz great fun!
6)rajan and puneet may be coming next summer to visit!

Holidays always make me realise myself.

at skl how would most people describe me, quiet, hard-working, sensible.(there are about four exceptions to this)
at home how would most people describe me, lazy, loud, immature,

sometime this really frustrates me, i always feel like people at skl don't actually know the real me (again about four exceptions) this is because i always feel shy to say what i really feel or what i really want to. i think its also different people bring out different sides to your personality.

At home i can mess around and not worry about being judged. conversations are also entirely different because at home there is a wider variety of converstaion, music, sport, skl, family, tv and it goes on, at skl i kind of feel like the only topic conversation is skl, or the latest party and who did the stupidest thing. about three exceptions to that one.

this problem has occured time and time again wen it comes to 16th party, at home it will all be sorted easy, dance lots, eat lots, have fun lots, theres no need to get drunk to have lots of fun. whereas with skl friends its slightly more complicated, im not having a house party because frankly i don't want lots of drunk people messing around in mi house. plus its not very big. so i am confused, i guess thats ages away so i can worry later.

but seriously, at home its fun to have serious heated discussions about football with the likes of ricky, rajan, sunny, etc cause they get into it! that doesn't happen at skl, it would just be akward. im not saying it should its just an example of how things are different.

im sure for everyone things are different at home and skl but sometimes it just gets me how things can be so different. i think that the fact that at home most of the people i hang out with are indian or have a lot of indian friends so we have more in common that way, but then some people at skl i have tonnes in common with, some peoples for example, rosie i have hardly anything in common with but shes like one of mi best friends, things are strange.

anyway i was just thinking about how its odd because i could be perfectly happy not seeing anyone from skl during the holidays and just hanging around at home with other people. but then i would deffo miss certain people so i make an effort to see them.
it will be interesting to see who i keep in touch with wen i leave.. i am already 100% sure about 3 people and there're and two of them are probably not the people most would expect.. again strange.

anywayz off to do chemistry and then find out whats happening bout the match tonite, whereever we're watching it they better have tortillas, have a craving for some reason!

xxx

really tired times!

friday was really good, scared me out of mi brains but still good. i am soooo proud of myself for having watched all of mirrors!! it wasn't that scary once it got goin, actually a really good film with a good story line, but i lie it was pretty terrifying!!! enrgy shots actually proper worked =, although tasted like crap!

saturday i was actually so nackered, but we still had to go to that wedding party, me, rob, nd aman were all so tired that we did't want to do anything, obvs we couldn't really drink as it was a family thing with parents and aunts and uncles and grandparents so ami and tommy went out and got tonned of this wierd energy drink, i don't know wat was in them but they worked. then we just danced for the rest of the nitee, the dj was alrite except he didn't play ANY H-dhami.
please anyone reading this don't take offence because u will all probably be english but i LOVED watching all the english people there try to dance indian style! it was pretty halarious!!! (the screwing the light bulb and patting the dog is non - exsistant) for future refernce don't say that infront of any indians because it really pisses us off!

xxx

today we had the second of our three cervical cancer jabs.
people get stressy and annoyed wen people make a big deal about getting jabs but what some of them don't realise is that some poeple are seriously freaked out by injections, needles etc...

i was actually quite proud of myself... i almost cried but managed to calm myslef down, long site better than last time... i didn't pull away at all, i only needed one friend by my side and i didn't break ellens hand!!!

but seriously i kno i should have them i just HATE jabs, its one of those things that ur terrified of but can't explain why and no matter how brave u try to be u just can't help but be scared.

i am soo screwed for history c/w i can't think of anything to write and i am now getting extremely pissed off about it and i still have the two longest questions to go and i hate my history teacher and mi knee is hurting from hockey and i don't know why and it is also pissing me off and did i mention EXTREMELY PISSED OFF,


however, can't wait till the half term!!!!

To everyone...

ellen... stop comparing urself to hanna, ur pretty, funny, clever and a good friend and don't need to be anyone but urself to get people to like u. if they don't then they're missing out on a good friend and sumone to have lots and lots of jokes with. we (well i ) love ELLEN as ELLEN!

beki... yer french is also in mi head as well cuz rosie insists that we speak it in order to improve our french and pass our gcse!

mi parents ... (even tho they won't read this) stop frogetting about me!! :( seriously mi mum forgot to pick me up from hockey and then mi dad forgot that i was still in the lounge watchin tv so turned the lights off!
hhmmmff!

xxx

ILL ILL ILL, its really no fun at all!

:(

Mixed bag of emotions

Ok, so i thought, friday nite would probably turn out to be quite shiity, with most people going to medge's wat was i gunna do? well i had a doctors appointment for one, which was really not a good way to brighten myself up, i am trying honestly, i eat what im supposed to but i can't help it if my body doesn't want to respond, i've already given up swimming, im not giving up sport altogether because i feel FINE, ...sometimes.

anywayz, after that i kinda just wanted to go home and sulk. ... but then that wouldn't be good, so i saw neil, i phoned maha, some peeps came rnd and it turned out to be an ok evening.

woke up on saturday and felt horrible, im not sure if that was because i have a cold or a combination of other things but i spent most of the day in bed, i was way too ill to go to brendons party, sorry tiish!!

i think the only good things that happened on saturday was the fact that liverpool won!! and i got a vry. funny txt!

india lost to pakistan,, devastated!! we played shit tho so wat do u expect, i can't believe tendulkar got out for 8!!! hhmmpf!

so now i really don't know how to feel, pissed off at mi doctors, happy about liverpool, excited im getting some new furniture for mi from, depressed cuz i have to do all mi work today, sad that i didn't get to go to the party yesterday, (i would be sad about medge's but i rly didn't want to go), or should i be in a really good mood because evrything is not alrite!

i think i'll go for the good mood because being depressed is actually soo much effort!!!

:D :D :D


xxx

props to ma new mate NEIL!! LOL, ly all

weekend

on friday i thought this weekend was planning out to be soo shiit. i had nuffin really planned and no work to do,
ricky has gone to uni,
aman had vistors
tisha had c/w
it seemed like everyone was busy,

however it turned out to be pretty good. it was an example of it doesn't matter where you are or what you're doin its who you're with.
i gt to watch the match wiv two of mi favourite guys,
and i got to see ami, karen, sweetie and brendon who i haven't seen in an age!!!

so it was actually alrite,

and i realised that as long as im with people i love it will always be fun!! and i also realised that changing school for 6 th form doesn't matter, making and losing friends doesn't seem like a big deal anymore because i've got people who no matter whether im at uni, school, or in india will always love me!

xxx

so first thing well done to liverpool again!! keep it up lads.

referees now days are wack. and it pisses me off , there is absolutely no consistancy ever!! rite so the west ham penalty was pretty soft, then the man with the unconditioned hair touched it twice, i'd like to say that that is cheating! then today man u get 6 minutes e.t. instead of 4, the whistle should hav gone after the ball was cleared for the free kick on about 4min 40secs. that was really poor refereeing. then a penatly that was more of one than the west ham one was not given to spurs, nd the ref didn't give a penatly then he should hav booked keane for diving. plus the ban for edaurdo was lifted and adebeyor should have been sent off against arsenal, it shouldn't have had to be looked at.

anywayz, this is not just a random rant of refereeing but kind of has a point, its one example of how poor decisions at the top can have big consequences for those further down the line, it doesn't directly affect them so it doesn't matter if they get it wrong,

well IT DOES, it matters hugely.

Okay, so woke up late this morning, and only had 25 minutes to get ready, that put me in foul mood cuz i wld hav to go the whole day lookin like a tramp.
then i had to walk upto skl with 50 million bags (ok so more like 4 but it felt like so much more)
then we had that stupid oasis test which can i just say is the most pointless thing in the history of pointless!!! then that aptitude thing asking me in a bout 50 different ways if i wanted to be a farmer!! if i wanted to be a farmer i would just go back to india and work on our land!!!
then i used up all mi text messages and now can't txt till saturday!!!
then the stupid dinner lady gave me a beef pie and i can't eat beef and grrr she's an idiot.

and then french and maths!!! are you kidding me!!1 wat kind of lesson combination is that!!!


and then mi day was alrite from then...

xxx

just a couple of things to say:

1) well done liverpool lads, great performance!!
2) final destination was soo jokes!!
3)i hate english c/w
4)i miss ricky already :(
5)unlucky to brum, early on today,
6) despite c/w and gcse stress life is good atm!

xxx

okay, i have been extremely stressed this week, people in home life had the short end of the straw and im really sorry for that.

to everyone i have snapped at, or just to everyone, i'm sorry, and i love you all and am alwayz here cuz i kno you're there for me!!! xxxxx

FOR FUCKS SAKE!! IF I WANTED TO LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT I COULD EASILY DO IT MYSELF!!! THERE IS NO WAY I AM WEARING THAT STUPID NAVY UNIFORM TO SCHOOL!!! GRRRR, SO ANNOYED!!


yer so sorry about that i just needed to get it off mi chess,

no jokes not eating chocolate makes me cranky!!


xxx

Okay, im now fed up.

for me trust is the most important thing in any worthwhile friendship.
i don't understand how you can say you are someone's friend if you don't trust them
im not talking about the trust as in telling someone your deepest darkest secret because maybe you don't want to talk about it even with your closet friends, maybe talking about it when your upset makes it worse, aniwayz, im talking about trust as in trusting someone to care about you, to have your back and to offer a shoulder to cry on when you need it. thats what a friend is and some people just seem to not understand this.

aniwayz mi point don't waste your time on people who don't have your back and who aren't goin to be there for you wen you need them,

trust me, its not worth it and it just puts you down wen you really don't need it!

i won't ever get caught in something like that again.

James .M. is HOT!!!

who else here thinks that miss newton the latin teacher is actually going slightly crazy???

School.

well today was the first day of year 11. now to be truthfull i wish i could skip this year and go straight to 6th form, it has the potential to be either the best year ever or the worst. im hoping for the first one.

going back to school today it felt like the holidays had never happend. you just fall straight back into the rountine you left behind at the end of last year.

im slowly making new friends, with people i would probably not outside of school, it's depressing i bet i will make some good friendships this year and then have to leave it all behind for 6th form.

aniwayz i cba to write down all mi feelings about the first day of school, tbh theres nt really that many!

xxx

i was just sitting around pecking at food, a so called friend walks up to me and says, 'i don't want this cake, what shall i do with it?' so i say, 'stuff it in someone's face', but i would never have thought that he would have stuffed it in mine, im not jokin!! he actually stuffed chocolate cake in mi face! luckily he was kind enough to only do it gently, so he says, but what kind of friend does that.

so i spent the rest of the nite trying to get him back, by pinching him, starting a massive cushion fight and throwing a drink at him.

well thats wat i got upto this saturday nite, i kno, i kno, no need to say, i kno how extremely cool i am already, not...

xxx

bolton 2 liverpool 3

after that drastically awful performance on monday against aston villa this was a very good result. i came back from india with the season having already started, we had played to games, so watching us lose to villa was not a very promising way to watch my first game of the season. however, today was a different story.

it looked promising, all the facts and statistics favoured us. however some how something went wrong 33 minutes into the game when davies the only player to have scored against us in the last seven years, scored.

then hero, glen johnson managed to sneak a left footer past the bolton keeper. so at half time the score is level and we are lookin promising, i'm thinking come on lads lets go out and kill this game.
2 minutes into the second half and i come back into the room to find that this cohen geaser has scored. we're sitting there thinking, it's gunna be one of those days isn't it. then the saviour moment and bolton have a player sent off, i can't tell u if it was fair or not cuz i haven't seen it yet,( we were listenin to it on 5 live radio) but it helped give us the boost we needed.

because in the form of an angel fernando torres is there to slide the ball into the back of the net!! and we equalise, it was about time as it came after about 10 minutes of immense liverpool preasure. but seriously, torres plays like he's from heaven and looks like it!!

it's all liverpool from then on and it was only a matter if time before the winning goal was scored, its was anyones guess who was gunna score it but to mine, ricky's robbie's, and pretty much every other liverpool fan in the worlds relief it was gerrard with a smasher.

and liverpool win 3-2. THANK GOD!!!

anywayz well done lads. and PLEASE keep it up!

xxx

i love scary films!!! actually i hate being scared but there is still something amusing about scaring myself to death, and what is better than scaring urself to death with some of ur best friends!!

call me odd but its wat we like to do wen we hang out.

plus, beki whenever the next sleep over is i found a new film, it has dean from supernatural in it, but of course we know who you prefer!! ;)

results were very good, a million trillion times better than what i expected!!

it seems like everywhere i turn people are turning blonde,

i made a new friend this summer, which is very cool, thats one more to add to my very minimal list.

it's wierd cuz i mite hang around with lots of people but i ask my self the question, how many of them do i really know, nd how many of them do i want to get to know,
me=antisocial atm.

10 things on my mind

1) results!!
2)the old man and the sea, (most boring book ever)
3) saturday nite
3) wootton upper 6th form
4)liverpool football team
5)art coursework
6)year 11
7)the concept of friendship
8) my baby boys
9)blood tests
10)next weeks one tree hill


xxx

3 things that are pissing me off rite now.

1) this whole town buisness, i do not want to go into town and stand around like a lemon because i am not one, although since i've bn bac frm india mi skin has resembled a yellow tint. :S

2) liverpools complete lack of interest in being serious title contenders, i learned yesterday that no matter hpw good company you have when liverpool lose like that nothing cheers me up. i miss alonso, could he really hav had that bigger impact on our team?

3)being jetlagged because it means that i wake up at 7am and then have nothing to do for about 4 hours so i am beginnig to become a neat freak and tidy up while everyone else is asleep because the rest of my family is rite bac into their normal sleeping pattern.



ggrrrhhh.


hopefully shoppin today will cheer me up.

xxx

evil cow

i can't remember what its name was, possibly lisa or wendy but it had serious problems with me and micheal, which was halarious, it's eyes are the freakiest eyes ever, and it is the weirdest cows ever. even wierder than the one legging it down the road in delhi... that was jokes, no one will get this joke but i'll say it anyway, the driver was slightly chubby and his name was ladoo!!! hehe.

cow evilini

INDIA

i haven't been for about 10 years, so i didn't really know what to expect! but it was very fun.
first day, i hate flying, i haven't flown for a long time so i forgot, i had to hold mi sisters hand wen we took off and landed, plus airplane food is not good, or that mite have just been because we went on air india. on the way there mi tv was broken, on the way back mi seat was broken, plus on the way there i ate the food and got sick on the way back i didn't eat so got sick. i told mi parents flying wasn't for me.
im not gunna ramble on because most of you probably aren't really interested and if you are then you can just ask me! but here are some photos of our brand new house!!! and other stuff!

mi house!

mi new best friend

at the border

us dancin, me in the white/ green

xxxx

can't believe i completely forgot!!

HAPPY RAKHI!! ... harvi, robbie, micheal and ricky!

luv ya all

xxx

i am goin to india in two days!! super excited!! but i don't want to melt, at the moment it's 37-38 degrees there!
anywayz, all mi family are already out there, and i get to see the beautiful aushu and reet again!!! :D

this summer has been wierd, two of mi bestest friends have gone away and i only saw them once, i spent a whole week with mi other best friend (that was fun/annoying) :P mi other best friend lives in scotland and mi last best friend went to see that best friend, but i wasn't allowed.

basically im tryin to say that i haven't seen half the people i thought i wld see almost every week, thats a bad thing, but also a good thing, i've spent time wiv other people, people who i normally wouldn't do much wiv,

anywayz, this is for hanna, maha and tom, i saw i fit ginger today!! :O :O

xxx

today i watched my sister's keeper, a film of one of the most amazing, funny, sad books i've ever read. naturally the film was no where near the standard of the book,

but...

it was good,

it's about a family, the eldest daughter kate has luekemia, and she is ready to die, but her ,mother isn't ready for that to happen. kate asks her sister, anna to sue their parents for emcipation of her body. and she does.

but thats not the point with family is it? anna won the case, but she didn't win, she couldn't win either way, she loses, means she gives her sister a kidney and can't become a soccer player, ice hockey player cheerleader or watever she wants to be, she wins, her sister dies.

i can't relate to the story so i was really confused as to why it got to me so much, i mean i cry at most movies or sad books, but i didn't just cry, i felt sad, depressed, like the characters were feeling, i didn't know why.

there are two possible explanations:
i am emotionally exploding,

or that in a way i did relate, i fight with my family so much, especially my mother, but i would be lost without them,
i am really lucky, me, my brother and my sister are perfectly healthy, but one of us could easily not have been,

i guess the story just made me feel so grateful of my life and my family and my friends. and i want everyone to be, you may not be close or whatever with your parents but seriously appreiciate everything they do for you.

when was the last time you told someone you love them? love doesn't have to be in a relationship way, cuz if it was then most people would be pretty miserable for most of their life.

i love lots of people, probably too many becasue each one of my family members, or friends brings something different to my life, each aspect would make my life truly suckish with out them,

people say that they have lots or little friends, but how many of them can you tell everything to? how many of them are you not afraid to open up to? for me i can think of three, not to say that i don't like any of my other friends, cuz i do, if your my friends then i love you, if you don't know that then im telling you now.
but those three people have made an impact on my life they probably don't realise how big it is tho.

so basically i just wanted to get the point across that be grateful, and enjoy what you do have, cuz you could easily have not had it.

xxxx

dance!

jesus, the last three guys who have blogged have all written about summat depressing, yes im talking about you ed, adam, and greg!

cheer up! it's summer!, wel thats a bit high school musical but be happy!

and if the fact its summer doesn't cheer you up, then dance, no jokes it actually works, cuz i tried on this amazing dress, but it WAY to much, i almost cried cuz i couldn't buy it! then so i was upset, and mi friend was playing music, so i just danced to it, it was fun, and it made me feel much better! but you have to mke sure you dance wiv someone you like!

except for you adam, no need to dance, we don't want any injuries :P :D

xxx

i know its a bit late but


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSIE!

even tho she won't read this,


xxxx

hello hello

hi kids! ungrounded!! yay!! feels goood!

bit annoyed didn't get to see ellie before she went on holiday...
but holidays are goin alrite... apart from being grounded, (which btw mi parents are crap at upholding sometimes) its been good!

shoppin to buy cheap stuff to take to india later today!!
and liverpool finally won a friendly... how hot did torres look during that match?!!(that was mainly for beki)

who knew there was a library in bedford town?? cuz i didn't! went there the othe day cuz mi friend needed to get a book on globalization (don't ask me why)... its quite big!! and has a cafe with really nice sandwhichs! :)

i am officially the master of connect 4! anyone want to challenage me!! i beat EVERYONE! happiest day of mi life, i finally found summat i was naturally good at... i think i found mi calling1

just joking,

i need to come up with some sort of excerise routine so that i don't get even more fat for when i go to india!! i'm not allowed to wear shorts in the village1 how annoying!! oh well i'll just have to spend all mi time in teh city, shopping, what a shame!

how uninteresting i've just been babbling on. oh well, i was a bit bored... anywayz, need to get ready! will speak to or see some people soon :)

xxx

GROUNDED!



hmmmfff.

Hi kids,

anyone for ice-skating at some point in the holidays?? everyone (well not everyone, but most people) are welcome!

e-mail, msn, text or twitter if you wanna go!

it will be fun!


xxx

ARMY CAMP!

army camp was pretty jokes!

good times,

bad times,

funny times,

annoying times,

sad times,

tense times,

hard times,

new times,


but all lots and lots of FUN!

i actually love evry single one of those officers,


it's all happy days!

xxx

packing for army camp!! i don't know what to pack. :(

town! was jokes, LOL at totoo's!!!
awkward seein people you know but don't talk to in town. :S

but... ICE AGE 3 WAS SO FREAKIN FUNNY!!!

xxx

SUMMER

i think im temporarily out of mi depressed state. im sick of actin like im happy when im not, but now i will act happy, cuz, well, I AM!

this summer, despite not being allowed to go to see maha, still so many things to look foward to:
army camp, going to be jokes
india, may melt but will be good
beki's, haha, will be very funny
hockey.
barbecue at ellen's
aman's 16th
ricky's 21st
hopefully some festivals and concerts!

& lots and lots of barbecues!

xxx

to list all of the things that have gone wrong this week would probably exceed the blogger word limit.

safe to say this has been one of the worst weeks of the school year.

been tryin to put on a brave face but don't be surprised if i come into school tomorrow and am in a really down mood.

just warning.

FOR FUCKS SAKE!

im sorry but...
WTF IS WRONG WIV U!??!!!

HOW IS SOMEONE DYING A FUNNY CONCEPT.
I DON'T CARE WHO IT WAS, IT'S NOT FUNNY AND YOU DON'T MAKE JOKES OUT OF IT BECAUSE IT IS DISRESPECTFUL AND RUDE!

MICHEAL JACKSON IS A FUCKIN LEGEND AND WAS MORE SUCCESFUL THAN U WILL BE IN A HUNDRED FUCKIN LIFETIMES!

i kno tonnes of people don't care that he died but for fucks sake, how would u like it if ur dad died, or best friend or uncle and people started taking the mick,

he may hav had problems but everyone has and people shouldn't be judged on that. judge him by his achievements and his generosity, ok so yer he was a bit racially confused, he wasn't a fuckin' peedo...


it's not fair on his memory and it just shows what a bunch of selfish gits u all are.

it's not all good.

oh man. why do i feel like crap rite now. i swear i was fine yesterday and now i feel like shiit and like i mean nothing in this fuckin' world.

i know, i probably actually hav quite a good life but all mi friends are all proper rich. this shouldn't bother me but it puts you down slightly. i don't have any money to buy new clothes every week or go on fancy holiday's, heck i've got about £5.35 altogether atm.

yer so depressin.

but that isn't really why i feel like crap, that just adds to it.

i've been thinking since that drug talk and i actually can't go anywhere near anything, drugs or much alcohol EVER again because i reckon with mi personality i will become addicted, and absolutely destroy any decent life im desperately trying to set out for myself rite now.

i've seen what drugs do to people and i don't want it to happen to me because i would then just be fuckin' up mi already pathetic excuse of a life.


and to top everything off i adam keeps on being deep and depressing and i miss maha like LOTS and LOTS!

xxx

FUDGIN' EVIL ZEBRA'S ARE GETTIN ON MI FUDGIN' NERVES!

refraining from swearin is only slightly working mate, but that was for u. XD.

xxx

D of E was a fuck off long walk.

it was fuck off annoyin

and i am fuck off tired rite now.

sick.

FOR FUCK'S SAKE IT IS MY BUISNESS AND I DO WORRY BECAUSE IT IS ON EOF MI BEST FRIENDS YOU ARE HURTING BY BEING AN FUCKIN' WHORE!.

anywayz on a brighter note,

today was a mixture of highs and lows.

biology exam! i don't kno how i found it, in some ways it was easy in some ways it was hard, but in all ways it made mi hand ache.

bekiii...... u shut mi hand in the fuckin' locker!!! it's turning blue :(.

haha... supernatural. beki u would like the episode where sam jumps in the pool to save a little girl:P

some people actually bore the shiit out of me. im not even jokin, how could yuu be so fuckin' boring and uninteresting. also can you go one conversation without bringin up sex in some sort of way. that is the kind of thing i would expect rajan pr aaron to do as a JOKE. but ur a proper freak and that is not meant in a nice jokin kind of way.

new moon!!! i didn't mean to invite her but we can find some way of ditching her or workin around it im sure!

xxx

change

moods change

feelings change

i change

you change

people change

things change

life changes

change.

just decided to be random cuz of an event that happened recently:

10 embarrasin moments in mi life. (well probably not, but moments im willing to share on a public blog)

1) fell down the stairs of the chocolate factory in front of like 20-30 people
2) fell in a river
3)tripped over a step in town, (in front of like a rly phit guy)
4)started cheering lots whilst watchin a footie game, then realised that the other team had scored.
5)knocked over a glass in this rly posh restuarant when i went to pick up a sandwhich which i had dropped
6laughed so much in warehouse at this man who winked at every girl who walked past and knocked over a dress
7)screamed after walkin into a manican, in a very quiet shop
8) walked into a door in the art department, in front of evryone.
9)got a gluestick thrown at mi head by a little yr 7.
10)when a packet o9f cookies fell out of mi locker and hit me on the head.


bye

xxx

because mr. mean said so.


how unfair!

DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY! DIVERSITY!!!

no jokes! house exploded when they won...parents thought we were watchin a footie match!

LOVED diversity. if you think flawless are better you are an official idiot!

plus... athletico game!! :D :D :d

BYE TO SAMI HYPIA!!!

after ten long years at the club he has now gone. but none of us will forget the importance of his contribution to the club!
for the last 2 seasons he may not hav been the first choice but whenver he was called up we were never let down, he did his job, and he did it well.

we all appreciate greatly what he has done and will miss his services but obviously wish him all the best at bayer leverkusen where he will surely win the title. :P

x.

whoo!

has everyone sudden;y decided it's time to blog again or summat???

anywayz i'll alwayz be here.

ed...not sure bwt the party...think i can come tho! need to check wiv mi father tho!

....

BELGIUM!

COMMONER PET!

BARCELONA :D :D :D

IS HE REALLY GOING TO?? that is the question!

REVISION! :( :(...but still gunna do it cuz i wanna get good results and NOT waste the thousands of pounds mi parents spend.

oh yer did i mention... BARCELONA 2 - MAN U - 0

friendship?!

i do trust people. but sometimes there's a limit to trust. and limit on how far you are willing to take a friendship. and what you are willing to do for a friendship.

this latin thing was so sad...but kinda enlightened me on a particular situation.

friends are important, friendship is important, standin up for who and what you believe in is important.
i've decided, with the half-term break to turn over a new leaf with this situation. if i like you and consider you as a friend i will talk to you, i will talk to you out of mi own free will, if i don't like you then don't expect me to talk to you, to tell you all about mi life or whatever.

for me friendship is based on trust and also support, if you can't trust some one with the basic things in your life then how can you build a proper, worthwhile friendship? im not sayin that you have to be able to tell everyone of your friends all about your life, but the things that you value and the things that you care about, the things that make you, you, they should know about them, or at least have an idea.
that way they will be able to support you through difficult times.

im lucky i have three cousins all a round the same age as me. we are all really good friends and do tonnes of stuff together. it is easy because they know pretty much everythin about me, we practically live together. but that is a different type of friendship.

anywayz wat i am tryin to say is that friendsip is very inportant to me, (even if i do seem to get picked on by certain friends).

so as adam puts it, it is time to turn over a new leaf, just because one of mi friends doesn't like another, doesn't mean they are goin to influence mi opinion.

x.

been a long time.

wooo...it's been a long time.
i missed yuu guys...if anyone is actually there! :S
so mi life...well still the same rly...nm to comment on...well..

for one lets get this straight...i don't like rabbit porn!...im not even sure it exsists cuz rabbits are alwayz naked! ....so despite wat beki says....i don't like rabbits, but i do like dean...(from supernatural)!

also.... adam, that was way tooo deep mate...u hav got to stop...kinda scary! ( rethinkin the gay options)

so in one day,
i was told i was an idiot by best friend
told by dr. brooks that i couldn't have a marking scheme cuz he doesn't like me!
effectively told by mr. brand that im stupid but he still expects nothin less than an A* from both me and hanna!
told that i like rabbit porn.
told that the next chapter in mi life is gunna be the most important so i better start writing!! :S..(wat the hell!)
found out summat which actually was quite surprisin but made me feel kinda sick!
got more minutes and texts so guys....i can actually text now!!!!
was picked on so much in english!

so...quite an eventful day
but ah well...i think i will live....


also....FREAKIN OUT ABOUT EXAMS AND GCSCE'S AND GROWING UP IN GENERAL! why can't we b kids forever!!! so much more fun!


xxx

okay i know i've said it many times but i would like this oppotunity to just say how F****** fit torres is!!

xxx

YOU'RE THE FUCKIN' DISGRACE!!!

unexpected

today was a strangely gd day;

after yesterday's massive explosion with mi parents i woke up in a relatively average mood. got up, did some work, but here are the good things that came out of today:

Kings XI Punjab won by 3 runs!

liverpool beat newcastle by 3 goals to 0. should hav scored more but played like a composed, organised team who know what they want and know how to get it.

birmingham got promoted!! after beating reading!

went to a barbecue...even though the weather wasn't great, still, ate smors, well not proper smors but close enough!

walked around wootton and met some more wierd people, but oddly it brightened up mi day.

now all thats left out of today is to watch supernatural and one tree hill with mi sister which is always VERY funny.

xxx

hannah motanna: the movie

i really don't care if any one thinks im sad/imature/wierd/childish...watever

i just went to see hannah montanna: the movie....it was truly very good!

haha...it was actually jjokkezzz.

the ferret!!!

haha...best scene...beki can guess!! ;)

yes well it was gd fun! and actually quite a good story!

xxx

in mi dreams - i love torres.

in reality - i love arron (he thinks)

and as dani put it very well...blogging isn't so that all of u can read me...well u can this way....but first and foremost helps put mi retardly messed up thoughts straight.

...

rly feel like cheesecake!

revisin biology...rly cba

so tired

is it possible to be in love wiv some one u've never met? cuz if it is i am SO in love wiv torres! :P

RLY, RLY, RLY miss maha. :(

and i just realised today that i am friends wiv one person in particular who in a million other worlds i probably wouldn't be otherwise. and i am glad i am. :) so to that person... xxx

today was funny...suzi. :O and beki...:Pu hav weird dreams:S

xxx

oh yer...liverpool hull...gd performance...keep the pressure guys!

FUCKIN HELL

SOME FUCKIN FRIENDS...I THOUGHT FRIENDSHIP WAS A 2 WAY THING. NT ONE PERSON TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK. IF U DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME THEN DON'T EXPECT ME TO WASTE MI TIME. AND DON'T GET MAD AT ME FOR DOING SO

U CAN'T POSSIBLY FUCKIN EXPECT ME TO JUST TELL U CUZ UR MI FRIEND AND ASSUME THAT IT DOESN'T APPLY THE OTHER WAY.

DON'T MAKE ME FEEL FUCKIN GUILTY AND THEN GO BE A HYPOCRITE

AND U KNO IF THIS APPLIES TO U....ACTUALLY U WON'T CUZ UR SO FUCKIN SELF OBESSED!

GET A FUCKIN LIFE.

AND DON'T EXPECT ME TO TALK TO U PROPERLY UNTIL U BOTH ACT LIKE REAL FUCKIN FRIENDS!

random convo bwt phit guys!

okiies kinda bored and we were goin through phit celebs..any one famous...first few that come to mind;

ROBERT PATTERSON (actor, edward cullen twilight, cedric diggory harry potter IV)

FERNANDO TORRES (footballer, liverpool/spain)

DOUGIE POYTNER (bassist, mcfly)

H-DHAMI + J-DHAMI (singers, brothers)

USHER (rnb/soul singer)

CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY (actor, one tree hill, cinderella story, that really crap but quite scary film...don't know the name, wind in the willows)

AMIR KHAN (boxer)

JOE HART (footballer, man city)

JENSEN ACKLES (actor, supernatural)

rite i kno how random that is but it was a very funny conversation and that was the bases of it!...hehe...sorry about that to any guys readin..girls..suggestions?

xxx

hi guys...sorry about mi last blog..just needed to get some things off mi chest..but it's all kinda gd now. :S

wow im bored and rly don't have anything to say

i will comment on the arsenal match...gd game...we attacked well and defended shiitly. wat can u say can't win everything or in liverpools case atm anything...

..one gd thing...torres and fabregas!!! both soooo fine!(beki did u find out who he was?)

xxx

THE WHOLE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND U

U R NOT THE ONLY FUCKIN THING IN EVERY1'S LIFE

GET OVER URSELF..

FUCKIN SELF-CENTRED ATTENTION-SEEKING BITCHES!

YES, UR STILL A SLUT

NO, I DON'T HATE U BUT IM STARTIN TO

NO, HE'S NT INTO U SO LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!

FOR FUCKS SAKE...AND TO THE OTHER SELF-CENTRED ATTENTION SEEKIN SLAG U HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO DESERVES BETTER!!!

sorry that was kinda graphic but i needed to vent mi anger in some way!

Hilsborough.x. (please read.in memory of the lives lost)

15th of April 1989. liverpool were in the semi-finals of the F.A. cup, it was laid out to be a day that would be written into history books everywhere...but nobody expected that out of the 24 thousand fans that travelled 96 would never come home and the other 23904 would remember this day till they die.

i wasn't alive on that day..so i don't know what exactly happened and i don't think i'll ever be able to grasp the effect like mi father or uncle....but what i do know is;

the police didn't close the tunnel...they knew the ground was overfilling...there was no way they could let any more people in without their being chaos. instead they let more people through...by the time they resalise it is too late...people are falling off the balcony, holding on for their life...and all because the tunnel wasn't closed.
eventually the game is stopped...people are flooding onto the pitch trying to get to safety...i've only seen replays but u can hear the screams, people yelling 'there's people dying in their, do something'. but what are the players supposed to do, kenny, and hansen made an announcement i don't know what it said but they did.

that day changed the face of football...liverpool fans are the most loyal in the world, they follow their team and they support them. how the press can say what they did after only 4 days after the disaster is a disgrace. the honour of these fans has still not been restored because the people responsilble still, 20 years on, fail to take the blame for what they did.

Hilsborough changed football. for one, the stadiums, they are safer, everyone gets allocated seats, no one gets in without a ticket and the stewards watch over the crowd as if there is everything to lose.

on this day 20 years ago 96 lives were lost and many many more would have to suffer for it for the rest of their lives. these fans will never be forgotten. they represent liverpool football club and connect each and every person involved in the club. After that terrible disaster i don't think any one can even doubt that liverpool fans are the best...the way all the fans gathered to help the mess created by the police....it is extrodinary.

This disaster as terrible but it is the reason why everton fans have mi respect. the way they gathered in the city was immense, friends both liverpool and everton fans joined as one unit to remember these people that only wanted to love the game of football.

as i have said i was not born at this time but watching the Hilsborough remmberance clip before the blackburn game and reading the letters from family to the loved ones who died on that day still bought me to tears. that is how connected a liverpool fan is with the team. it is not just a football team it is a club, connected and bought together by the love of the game the passion for a unit and the friendship you can gain.
Everyone is friends at anfield. On a match day everyone is one, the kop, the grandstand the players. you sit next to someone you don't kno and will probably never see again yet it is as easy to talk with them as it is to with ur family. it is something special.

so on this day, 15th April 2009, 20 years on from the Hilsborough disaster, the event that changed not only the club but the face of football, i ask you, not as a friend, not as a liverpool fan or a student, as a person, i ask you to just give up one minute of your day to take the time out and remember these people who all loved, laughed and lived. Just think about them, how lucky you are. even if you are not connected with liverpool football club in any way, even if you are not connected with football in any way, do it for the 96 famillies who will never be able hold their wife/husband/daughter/son/sister/brother/uncle/aunt/grandparents ever again. do it for the thousands of friends who will never be able to have fun with one of their mates again.

Get off the Pitch by R O'Brien
I trod the turf of Hillsborough ground I screamed at people all around:
'Please help my friends in there dying It seems to me no-one is trying.'
The powers that be just stand and stare, No-one to say 'Go here, go there.'
We grab the boards and start to run Our friends are dying, one by one.
I see a policeman, ask him 'why ?
' Why is he standing idly by ? 'Get off the pitch', he said to me,
'Or you will lose your liberty.'
'Please help them, please!' I scream and shout,
'Get off the pitch, or you'll be out.'
I trod the turf of Hillsborough ground,
No more to have those friends around.


to those 96 liverpool fans who lost their lives on the 15th April 1989. i salute you, you will never be forgotten.
to liverpool footbal club i want to say thank you for being there.
"You'll Never Walk Alone"

xxx

quarter final

liverpool just drew 4-4 to chelsea at stamford bridge in the second leg of the champions league quarter final. they lost 7-5 on aggregate but i can't tell u how proud i am to be a l.f.c. fan rite now

we played well and never gave up which is all u can ask of ur team. maybe today it was just not meant to be...

...but that kind of character is what every fan wants to see in their team, i don't think there is any doubt that deep down that character was shown for those 96 fans and their families. ok we didn't win...but it was for them...to show that we will never stop fighting, and us as fans we will never stop supporting as long as the players keep fighting.

gerrard isn't the heart of this team and neither is torres, each and every player in the liverpool squad plays to make us as supporters proud...

at this time...14th April 2009...1 day away from Hilsborough 20th anniverasry...i am glad, proud and excited to be a part of this great club.

for everyone who thinks it's a waste of time or pointless....u don't get this feeling from anything else and u won't understand if ur not part of it...

...ur missing out.

so don't tell me that it's a waste of time or that im over-reating because it is one of the best feelings u can get..and to know that ur part of it with others who feel the same way is something else.

people who seriouslt love to watch their team play will understand...and to those people ...isn't it great?

xxx

omg!!! can't believe gerrard is not playing!!! soooo nervous for 2nite...hope the reds can remeber how to perform miracles!!! :S

xxx

its bn a while...

wow i swear i haven't actually posted in a while...actually i think last wednesday was wen...meh



so whats bn happening in mi life since then...



shopping!!! i have done an abnormal amount of shopping this holidays and im going agan 2moz even though i don't hav any money left...ah well...i suppose it's fun..



so liverpool hav had a bit of a rollercoster..i would post a blog about the blackburn game but i didn't actually watch it....guesss where i was....shopping!! but i did hav ricky txting me a running commentary so it was kl...seen the highlights....bloody hell...torres' first goal...effing stunner!



i finally gt round to seein love actually and i actually love it! haha...funny times. :)


ok...recently i hav bn sooo confused...about...people...it's kinda hard to explain...but i'll try... i hate the way every1 makes a big deal just because ur friends wiv sum1 of the opposite sex...it rly annoys me and u don't have to be better friends wiv sum1 just becasue u've known them longer than sum1 else who u r rly close to? do u? and best friends..i don't get this concept anymore...wat is a best friend...how do u know if sum1 is ur best friend...can u hav more than 1 best friend? cuz about a month ago i could have named 3 people who wivout a chance clearcut were mi best friends..now i still have 2 of them but i am sooo confused becasue this third person i am just as close to as i am to many people...

right none of that made sense...oh well...i tried.

man i seriously miss maha....like i guess you don't realise how close u r to sum1 until they have gone...i miss our stupid conversations over the phone...our random and pointless arguements...our shopping trips and our asian jokes...:(

anywayz...more postive stuff...well there's actuallyt a suprising amount...but u don't need to kno...

oh no...adam has gained his freaky optimism bac after our demolishing of blackburn...wierd boy...like i am optimistic that we can do well...but man u get carried away...oh well i guess it's kinda funny...if only u could carry it on into 'the search'. lol. nt going well then eh. ;)

xxx

p.s. expect a blog about hilsborough....will never forget...

liverpool vs. chelsea

absolutely gutted.

but i don't know if im crazy by having just that tiny bit of hope. in the words of arbeloa....Istanbul.

xxx

normal?!

i thought i'd take a step into beki's footsteps... here's a convo i had with a state skl kid...(aka. mi cousin)

me: how was skl?
aman:alrite. kinda borin. except john was pissin me off
me: haha y?
aman: being a dickhead.
me: oh. fair enough. want to go to the cinema this weekend?
aman: ye sure.

seee. they are normal beki.

and also u kno how as a general sort of stereotype people think kids from state skls are poorer. so not true. there's this guy at wootton upper, his dad owns a fucking record company and has worked with n-dubz, wiley and akon. he's met akon and has messages from p-diddy, akon, and ne-yo to him on youtube!!!! sorry but that is pretty amazing!!!

anywayz not trying to say people think this of people or wat eva so please don't take this blog the wrong way...

xxx

is anybody there...

i swear evryone has given up on this blog thing. no-one has posted one in well over a month. whats wrong with u guys???

okay well i need help. want to buy a new phone cuz mine sucks. i rly want the tocco. but its like 200 quid. so if i can't get the money i need other options. what other phones are good and look nice???

HELP!!!

x.

:( :( :(

this day has been one of the worst day i have had this year.

not because of supposed friends being hypocritical,
not because that one person annoyed me becasue they think they know everything,
not because he trys to get involved in every jke possible,
and not because of netball.

how would you feel if one of ur best friends was leaving the country?

no jokes i luv you maha sooo much,
who am i gunna complain to,
who is gunna mother me,
who can i come to when i am piss bored,
and who is gunna give me lots of hugs evryday.

skool just won't be the same. :(

brownie #2.

x.

liverpool vs. aston villa.

HE'S CRACKING UP, HE'S CRACKING UP, RAFA'S CRACKING UP! Liverpool moved to within one point of Premier League leaders Manchester United after a Steven Gerrard hat-trick helped them to a breathtaking 5-0 victory over Aston Villa on Sunday afternoon.

Liverpool: Reina, Aurelio, Carragher, Skrtel, Arbeloa, Riera, Alonso, Mascherano, Kuyt, Gerrard (captain), Torres. Subs - Hyypia, Agger, Ngog, Dossena, El Zhar, Leiva, Cavalieri

Aston Villa: Friedel, Young, Davies, Cuellar, Reo-Coker, Young, Barry (captain), Petrov, Milner, Carew, Heskey. Subs - Gardner, Shorey, Guzan, Knight, Delfouneso, Salifou, Agbonlahor

Goal keeper pepe reina also achieving his 100th clean sheet for liverpool.

however despite the excellent last 10 days no one at the club was likely to lose perspective especially with the death of Bryce Morrison only a few days ago.

liverpool went into the game determined to keep up the attacking pace and style of play that we saw so clearly at old trafford the previous weekend. gerrard winning a corner within the first 2 minutes, auriellio placing it onto the head of skrtel.

only a few minutes later gerrard latched onto a throughball from torres only to slip at the crucial moment. it already looked like a hard days work for the a.v. back 4.



8 minutes into the game and kuyt caught the rebound of a gerrard free kick which had rattled the crossbar. GOAL. kuyt manages to slice it into the net. liverpool 1 up.

like the narrow streets surrounding liverpool it was one way traffic.


it took villa 21 minutes to get a shot at goal. a few minutes later and reina was forced to make a diving sav to deny carew. the bald headed goalie does not get enough credit for almost perfect kick but he pretty well to find the path of riera who brilliantly smashed it into the back. liverpool 2 - 0 up before 30 minutes of play.



and it only got better.

if villa's task had not been made hard enough because riera he was about to spoil their day completely. making a ghostly run behind reo - coker the midfielder filling in for right back had no choice but to bring him down to his dismay it was inside the box and the ref was not hesitant in pointing to the spot.



did any one ever doubt captain fantastic? he cooly slotted it in the bottom right corner after waiting for friedal to dive the other way.

liverpool were only to make it worse after the break adding another 2 goals. gerrard cleverly fooling the opposition and maybe his team mates by rolling the ball quickly and sneakily into the bottom corner from a free kick just on the edge of the box.

again gerrard with his hat-trick cooly converted from the spot after friedal brought down torres in the box which saw the former liverpool player off the pitch with a straight red. may be slightly harsh but a summary of aston villa's performance and liverpools excellence.

overall a fantastic day and liverpool once again making a decent team look nothing but completely average.

the title race is back on!

keep it up lads.

'you'll never walk alone'

x.

hhhmmm.

so taday!

waterpolo. well played gals. very good performance from the U14 team. good luck in the finals. i'll cross my fingers for you!!!
and U16 yay! we got a bronze medal. 3rd in the country which is actually pretty good considering the level of the two teams ahead of us!...

arrggghhhh....h/w! english and art haven't started any yet!!!!

also i laugh so hard at man u fans rite now. HAHA HAHA
you can't even beat fulham. haha. shockin. and chelsea fans you caqn't talk either, shocking performance!

hehe

x.

rants and WTF!

yer ur write nobody has. i think i posted one bwt 3 days ago. mind u it was about a fit guy so u won't apprieciate that! :)

this weed has bn alrite. started off rly good then became shaky cuz apperantly i was being a bad friend! okiies im gunna go into a rant... if i do something that makes me happy but not some one else does that mean i am a bad friend? i always do what every1 wants me to and for once i wasn't being a push over and i get yelled at! WTF???!!!

anywayz bac to this week....sooo tired! bn gettin home at like nine evry day!!!! :(

very umimpressed !!!

parents eveing!!! OMG!! actually mine was quite good! except evry1 was tellin me i needed to have more self confidence, :S.

...do i??


also OMG!!! champions league draws! fuckin' hell.

WTF y do we get the hard teams and man u get the piss easy ones!!!!

aaarrrrgggghhhh!

x.

hehe...dougie poytner!

okiies just had a convo bwt music wiv a friend;


guys you probs won't apprieate this but hey ho!...


we both agree this is probably the fittest guy in 'pop' rite now;

'Dougie Poytner (bassist from mcfly!)'

gurlz comment. wat ya fink?!

x.

OMFG!!!

WTF!!!!????!!!!!

Y WOULD U DO THAT!!!

okiies thats ova.

hu is havin serious trouble with english c/w....ME!!!
omj its soooo hard!!! or is it cuz im stupid....by the way...thnx guys for the confidence boosting...fuckin' twats!!!

...jkes i luv dem rly! : D

i am still buzzing frm da united game. mi dad is in india and hasn't bn able to c da results. he still doesn't believe me!!!
u don't kno how many man u fans i ripped this weekend. its bn funny. but the funniest ones would hav to be arron and sunny!!!! haha!!!

...this whole getting drunk buissness...im sorry but i just don't get it. its nt that hard nt 2 do stupid things wen ur drunk...if he can do it any1 can...i mean SERIOUSLY GET A GRIP!!!
...on the buissness of getting drunk.....becki :O!


hehe...i started a twilight craze at wootton!!! yay!!! it's all down to u beki! u started it at bms!!! TWILIGHT!!!!

only 3 more weeks guys and gals! ... WHOOP WHOOP!

i heard the funniest thing about chelsea yesterday!! and also rooney as a matter of interest!! haha!

okiies im bored of writing all mi thoughts and weekned antics down now.

u lot don't need to know about anything else...sorry.

...actually y am i sayin sorry...it's mi life.!!!

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love and life (just 4 jkes)

I LOVE DANNY!!!

adam man, there's optimism and then there's just crazieness!!!! chill out, cuz it's gettin seriously freaky!!!

HEHE! i converted beki!!!now she supports liverpool!!! YAY!!!

i've bn sittin messin around on da comp for 2 hours wen i was supposed to just get a pic for art and be done in 2 minutes. shows how easily distracted i get!!!
now thinking about it i have sooo much h/w.!!

aaarrrggghhh! english c/w haven't even started!!! HELP!

and i've suddenly changed mi mind i don't love danny anymore. I LOVE ARRON!!!

hehe

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man u vs. LIVERPOOL

THE REDS ARE BACK AND FIERCE!!! wow. we beat man u, the bloody leaders of the league 4-1. and we have done the double. so to all those pessimists like robbie, chacha i hope ur happy...and to all those optimists i.e, adam, ricki, arron...wasn't that just fantastically amazing!!!

man u team; van der sar, evra, ferdinand, vidic, o'shea, park, carrick, ronaldo, rooney, tevez, subs; giggs, evans, fletcher, foster, berbatov, scholes.

liverpool team; riena, aurelio, hypia, skrtel, carra, riera, mascharano, lucas, kuyt, gerrard, torres, subs; babel, cavelieri, insua, dossena, ngog, el zahr.

liverpool started off on the back foot as hypia was put in for arbeloa at the last minute who suffered a hamstring injury during the warm up. of course this left liverpool fans even more anxious before kick off.

it was man u who threatened first when ronaldo shot from a pass from park. it took a good block from carra to deflect it out for a corner.

on 11 minutes gerrard latched onto a clever through ball from aurellio but to only see some good defending by the united back two to get it away from the danger area. torres then had a sight at goal wen a mistake from ferdinand enabled him to beautifully turn but vidic was again there to see off his team mates blunder.

the dead lock was broken when riena needlessly bought down park in the box. ronaldo converting to make it 1-0 united.

however the lead didn't last for long as torres made the most of his pace to snatch the ball away from vidic and found himself one on one with the keeper only to the keeper's dismay he was then one on one with a ball in the back of the net before he could blink, torres already off at the corner flag celebrating.

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the game continued as the next goal proved to be very impotant..and both sides knew it. liverpool had a few chances through torres and kuyt but it was united who came th closest with a fierce shot from ronaldo and riena fumbling but caught it in just before park could pounce.

however the break came again wen gerrard latched onto a good ball from torres only to be cruelly bought to the ground by evra. wiley had no choice but to point to the spot for the secoond time in 45 minutes. gerrard coolly converted to give liverpool a slim but significant lead.

'did u ever doubt me?'

united came out after the half time clearly to prove a point and try to retain their lead. they put us under a lot of preassure with crosses and shots coming in at riena and the defence from both sides of the pitch. liverpool managed to hang in there and only 2 minutes after fergie had bought on giggs, berbatov and scholes liverpool gt the killer goal. Vidic, carelessly bringing down gerrard as he ripped through the back of the home defence was red carded.

'just walk away mate, get off the grass'

as much as gerrard would have loved to have claimed the inevitable goal that would have been entered onto the score sheet had vidic nt pulled him down, aurielio managed to stunn the crowd by slotting a cool free-kick into and the only thing that the only thing liverpool fans cared about was it shattering the netting, sadly that sound was cancelled out by the sound of the hearts of anyone involved in man united football club! oh well. so at 3-1 we were invinsible. but it only gt better.

'aurielio rubbin salt in the wounds'

gerrard could of made it 4 with a sitter that he would hav normally burried but it didn't matter as a 90th minutes break from liverpool left what was left of old trafford in dismay, dossena finishing a pass and flicking it over the goalie completed an unbelievable day at the office.

'wat a day, embarssing if ur a red devil innit'

so wat the theatre of dreams was left stunned and silenced as the red scousers walked away with the points.

so an amazin performance by the reds and a fantastic way to slap the ignorant bastards in the face.

'you'll never walk alone'

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....

okiies. i actually cba to write a blog bwt da madrid match cuz i would probs go on for ages...any1 who watched it would kno wat i mean!....but basically we won! 4 fuckin' 0 against the 'best team in europe' supposedly!!!

' torres triumphant'


yer so it was gd...goal scorerers; torres'16, gerrard '27 pen, '47, dossena '88.

...also the rest of the week...

this week has bn pretty gd....had the normal up's and down's however there is one person who has just bn pissing me off all week. and u kno wat...this person probably won't kno it's them cuz they're SO BLOODY SELF-CENTRED!!!!!

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liverpool vs. real madrid blog soon just writin it.

wat a thrashing!

:)

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hi guys!...

this is yet another random blog.

netball yesterday...was pretty fun...even tho we lost...but only by 5 goals so it was alrite. but wat was up wiv their team?? they were well posh! clappin everytime we scored?! hehe...maha i love u. but i still don't understand the 'not tlkin thing'. am i just being rly slow again?
mehh. oh well.

omg. did any1 else find they have bn overloaded wiv art c/w this weekend? cuz i am. ontop of which i hav biology, chemistry, maths, physics, latin, and sum other stuff. :(. wat is the point in h/w. we spend 75% of our time at skl anywayz, they don't need to bring it home aswell!

no jkes..now i have become addicted to depressin books and films! i don't know y!?! is it just a girl thing?...or am i seriously messed up?

is it just me or do parents get annoyed at the smallest thing. no jkez. i came downstairs yesterday and mi dad actually told me mi skirt was too short!...wtf? he has never done that before!!.. i was just like WTF!!! its get more annoyin wen parents complain at the little things! because u know that u don't actually deserve it.

anywayz i need to go and to some art! YAY!!!

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liverpool vs. sunderland

REDS ARE BACK ON FORM! no jkes liverpool won a game.

i was optomistic to say the least at the beginning of the game. mostly because for once rafa had put out a decent team.

we started off well, playing the ball around well and makin some nice runs. liverpool were put under a bit of preassure when sunderland striker and top scorer Jones, clipped around the back of the two livepool centre backs to come one-on-one with reina. luckily for us the goalie stood his ground and pulled of a good save to deny jones a goal and sunderland the lead.

liverpool continued to press creating some good chances for, ngog, reira, gerrard and kuyt. unfortunately typical of our season so far the ball just did not want to hit the back of the net.

the breakthrough came in the 52nd minute where reira nicely placed it onto the head of gerrard who managed to knock it bac for ngog. mind u it would hav been miss of the season if it had not gone in.

''ngog gets the goal''

liverpool continued to attack looking for that second game killing goal. it didn't come till the 65th minute where bennayoun with a lovely intercepting run managed to slot it past the baffled sunderland goalkeeper!

sunderland started to look threatening but we managed to hold in there till the final whistle and snatch the win but more importantly 3 points.

so in the end a good performance from the reds. we would like to see more of that in the matches to come please!:)

''you'll never walk alone''

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so pissed off wiv a viarity of mi life atm;

this fuckin' anemia is ruining evry sport i play!!!!

don't u hate it wen people just act the way they do to get what they want?

bloody hell, u fuckin' hypocrite!!! GET LOST

MATHS!!!! i hate it sooo much. i never understand anything cuz we go through it so quickly. does she think wer'eevil genius' or summat

don't even get me started on house hockey.

yer so...pissed off.

(soz for da swearing)

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today. ...haha

hi.

today was actually one of the best school days i've had in a LONG time. i don't but every1 just seems so borin now...like they don't kno how to hav fun and if they want to hav fun it has to be all about them. does any1 remember wen u used to just hang around wiv mates and all laigh together. it seems like i can only get that outside of skl now. but i don't know y...is it just me or does ever1 else get that aswell?

anywayz...today.

started off the day wiv a french test...urgh. but i can't complain that much french is pretty jkes cuz i hav rosie.

after french i had a rly in depth conversation wiv rosie and maha during art. the reason they are two of mi best friends is cuz it's just so easy to tlk to them about anythin and i kno they will ALWAYS make me feel happy again.

history...mehh :( i hate mi history class. it's so pathetic and annoyin!!!!

then hockey tournament...it was soooo jkes. we've never played in door before and we did really well comin second. im nt goin to tell u match by match how we did but here are the scores;
BMS 3 DAHS 2
BMS 1 BHS 6 (that game was bad)
BMS10 ICKNEILD 0
BMS 6 CEDARS 0

so successfull.

i think everythin that happened at this tournament is on a need to know basest. but lets just say wen ur hanging out wiv buck lilly and priya and a bunch a dahs and bhs girls things can get funny.

so yer...today was fun...MACDONALDS.

i love playin hockey it is like the best sport.

yer so im rly tired now.

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so random....

i would just like to say that report cards are the funniest thing EVER!!! especially if u go to dat skl. :P

becca, amzii, natisha, emz....looks like u mite just get ur wish. (i mite be movin there)!!!

lyl.

and to evry1 hu probs has no clue wat that was about. dw. just felt like being random.

it's official spurs are crap. bt yea....lol...he is fit! :P

weekend has bn really gd except that stupid Hardy guy from the english h/w ruined mi sunday lunchtime.

also ....u don't need to fuckin' kno everythin goin on mi life so FUCK OFF!. u will probs kno if that aplies to u, if u don't ur silly.

hockey 2moz!!! can't wait haven't played properly in ages and u can't hit ur hand on anything like u can in swimming. that really hurt. thnx for laughing mate...rly helped. if mi hand hadn't hav hurt so much i would hav punched u,...actually no. thinking about that i wouldn't hav because u could so easily of killed me... y in the world would u want to spend almost 2 hours evry day wiv that mental coach!?!

im in a chatty mood...comment and tell me how ur weekend was/is?


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middlesborough vs. liverpool

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FUCK IT.




bloody hell lads.
that was EXTREMELY poor.







even chelsea r head of us now.grrr.


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tell me what u actually think then!?!

i swear guys think just coz football is prodimantly a male sport they are the only people who know anythin about it.

bloody hell.....c'mon they are so into dissing their friendz team that they never actually tlk about the beauty of the game or just the GAME..i dunno like goals scored, places in the league, promising fixtures, ....it's all just man u suck...rafa's lost it....arsenal are going down....wats happened to chelsea of summat like that...it's like most convo's with them end in summat nt actually about the game but about the team they hate the most.

and they are alwayz so negative...we beat fuckin real madrid so wat does rocky say...''we needed more goals cuz then we would hav had a better chance''. be happy with a win....it's better than nothing and we still gt that away goal!!!!!!!!!!

c'mon guys...if u like footballl for the game nt the media then post a comment a tell me why?

i'll tell u why i like it -
it keeps u fit
being a liverpool fan feels like i hav this massive extended family, summat that u can cheer about and be a part of with complete strangers, and it doesn't matter
u can see some rly gd entertaining games which are alwayz summat that is gd to watch
it's the only way i still tlk to mi dad, (but thats nt cuz its like anythin personal he is just working alot so he only really sits down to watch matches.)

so why do u like the game?(if u do)

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real madrid vs. liverpool

WHO SAID WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING! rite. tonite has proved u absolutely wrong robbie...we just fuckin' beat real madrid...i am so proud rite now and bursting with joy(i hope i don't explode)...so i kno that the job isn't actually complete yet but we hav deffo made it easier for ourselves.

so the game..

real madrid line up; don't give a shiit.

liverpool line up; reina, aurellio, carra, skrtel, arbeloa, reaira, maschcarano, alonso, kuyt, bennayoun, torres.

kick off.

although liverpool started off on the back foot they coped well under the preassure. for the first 15 minutes real madrid had a lot of the ball but really had no chances due to good defending from the liverpool back 4 and some solid goalkepping. the game was always pretty open, we were able to make a few counters but never really threatening the goal keeper....until alonso, with an excellent pass to torres who is onside manages to get away from 2 defenders and get a shot away. it was a good chance but he did all he could. good save from the goal keeper.

as the half went on liverpool became more involved but we were still only seeing little snippets of what they could do. real madrid had a string of free kicks partly due to some dodgy tackles by us but also i think the reff had selective blindness! anwayz real madrid had corners free kicks and all sorts but still failed to threaten pepe reina in goal.

45 minutes - alonso spots the madrid goal keeper off his line, takes a shot(can u blame him), and forces the goal keeper to make a decent save, pretty good considering it was from 50 yards out.
don't ask me what happened to the corner we were SUPPOSED to get! in fact u tell me?

so half time, pretty pleased with the perfomance we weren't gettin hammered but i knew we had more in us whether we were going to show it was out of mi hands.

in the second half it was more of the same, except liverpool were far more involved in the game, neither goal keepers really having to make any difficult saves. babel comin on for torres? i guess if torres wasn't fit to last the game then the change had to happen.

82 minutes - liverpool get a free kick for the push on kuyt, beautiful cross from aurellio onto the head of BENAYOUN!!! GOAL!!! what a time and what a goal!

gerrard gets to stretch his legs, on for reira,

FINAL SCORE: real madrid 0 - liverpool 1.

overall great performance u did the job lads, well done.

only two worries; anyone know about torres' injury? reira that was a bad challenage but will he be okay?

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'you'll never walk alone'

:( anemia...

okay...so 5 reasons to be heathly and make sure you do NOT become anemic.

1) u get tired easily which basically cancelles out any decent social life (if u hav suckish parents)

2) u hav to take tablets which smell like dead fish 3 times a day

3)sport all of a sudden becomes a lot harder, because your body finds it harder to get oxygen to ur muscles, because of lack of red blood cells

4)u hav to have LOTS of blood tests as it is the only way to check ur iron levels

5) it SUCKS!!! ((is that a reason))???

so basically if u are readin this i probably care about u so please just look after ur self and be healthy! and if i don't kno u then do the same becasue i still care about....possibly:S

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5 friends crap.

most people reading this would hav been in the asembly 2day...it actually confused the hell out of me.

if on average one person has five close friends then does that mean that evry one else is not close to them, are they still their friends, can u hav more than five close friends?

so after the assembly every1 was tryin to narrow their friends down to the five closest to them, most people could, others could get it to about 6. i rly can't. i mean i could probably pick three, but then it gets harder cause i like to think im close to all mi friends, if not would they really be a friend? u can't call some1 u talk to mayb once twice a week to ask if u can borrow a pen a friend. can u?

and wat about best friends, i mean i could pick a best friend and most people would think they kno hu mi best friend is but the truth is ....i don't kno. there are three people in mi life hu could easily classify as a best friend but i can't chose between them because they are all special to me. is it better to have one best friend or lots of close friends?

so basically i think it's wrong to have to number ur friends as to hu u are closest to, becasue surely u love all ur friends, okay u mite kno one better than the other so u think that u love them more but truth be told i don't think mi life would be the same without any one of mi friends, best friends or just friends.

honestly i already kno this because i hav gone through it but don't number ur mates. just tell them that u love them and u are alwayz there for them. becasue that is all that really matters.

:)

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liverpool vs. man city

bloody hell. at this rate we don't even deserve to win the league. when our top players are out these guys just can't step up to it, lucas, dossena, aureliio. we need to do some investing and then next year we may actually hav a realistic chance.

these games are typical. games that a champion team should be able to win. obviously we're not there yet. if you look at our record this season it isn't actually too bad, only lost one game in the league, won 15. it's the draws that hav cost us. if you ask me, if you want to win the legue you can only afford max. 6 draws and 2 losses. this result makes it 10 draws. 6 of which hav been at home. what makes it worse is the teams that we hav gt these draws against are bottom table teams who are mostly in the relegation battle.

this game has proved;
when gerrard isn't playing alonso has to play otherwise we lack any sort of creativity,
we need a naturally right sided player who can keep the width and has pace and a decent cross,
rafa needs to hav a bit more faith in players like riera, agger, and babel
rafa needs to hav a little, actually a lot less faith in players like lucas and dossena.
zonal marking gets you no where.
liverpool need to start taking chances and finishing off teams when we hav the chance.

so overall, a very dissappointing result for us. although it could hav been worse we were definately lucky, but mind you so were they.

man untided.
man u v. blackburn - maybe we didn't deserve a point 2day but u can't actually say man u deserved their 3 points yesterday. blackburn should hav had a penalty, if that wasn't a pen then i don't know wat is. ronaldo shouldn't hav even been on the pitch to take the free kick which lead to the goal, he should hav been booked for that blatent intended illegal challenge and then for diving. any other player would hav been, infact i think a blackburn player was, but no, not ronaldo.
i am actually starting to see the truth in as the papers like to call it 'the rafa rant'. i man u want to win the league with obvious biastness and by intimdation let them. when we win it, it will be because we hav been the best team all season.

also you know how each of the top four hav something special tehy bring to the game;
liverpool - pride and the 13th man
arsenal - i hav to admit some sensational football
chelsea - money
wat do man u bring, the most ugliest players in all of footbal history. i am nt joking wen i say they hav one heck of an ugly team, even ronaldo's perfectness in apperance can't cancel out neville's nose, rooney's fat face, berbatov's hair and eyes and tevev's, well he's just plain ugly.

anywayz enough on mi rant about man u but all football fans u can't deny that it is true.

also well done to bolton for your win it was a good game and the defence fought hard.

i laugh at middlesborough, 1 goal in 14 games is shameful.

okay so lets hope we do MUCH better against real madrid, keep ur chins up lads it's not the end of the season yet, show us wat we know u are capable of.

and im still expecting the double ova man u.

wait one last comment,

you'll never walk alone

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more photos

.x. jay sean .x.
.x. h-dhami.x.

(yes i was that ****in close to him)!!!

.x. monty.x.

(absolute joker and amazin rapper)

.x.these were just fit dj's.x.

.x.farah khan, sharuk khan and lara dutta.x.

(absolute legends in bollywood)

i cba to put any more up. and i don't know how to put video's up,

kiran....i kinda accidently deleted that rly gd photo of us...send it to me?!!!

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Zee Carnival photos

.x. Shahruk khan.x.
.x. anushka and mutz.x.

.x. bhangra dancers.x.

.x. rob and mina.x.

.x. me and amzii.x.

more in the next blog....

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